BAD DAY

When you had a bad day, and you feel bad about the things that happen around you... you cant stop yourself from looking back, thinking what wrong you've done in the past. Pain starts to come back, and all you wanted was to know the answers from all the questions that pops into your mind. You blame yourself because the pain never go away, you blame yourself for looking back, feeling sad, but I wish someone would know the formula on how to erase the bad memories. I wish in real life there is really a lamp that has genie and will grant me 3 wishes. Times like this I will definitely appreciate if I get amnesia and forget a certain things that happen it will really help. I wish somethings can be UNDONE, ERASE, or REWIND. Life is somehow cruel, that I end up in deep deep deep pain. If there is only a way to get answers, maybe all the what if, why, and how, will be answered, then it will be easy for you to accept that everything happen for a reason. They say TIME WILL HEAL ALL WOUNDS, I hope it heals mine the soonest possible. When that time comes, I wont have to put on a happy mask.

HOLY WEEK 2014

Just like other Holy Week my family went to Bataan, but this time we did something new. We went to Mt. Samat, it was pretty nice experience, me, my brothers, sisters, cousins, auntie, and uncle enjoy. View from the top of the cross was pretty amazing :D

After that, the family went directly to the guesthouse, get some rest then get ready for swimming.

and as we end the night... Cousins and I had our bonding moment. brandy and chip

s :) On our 2nd day, we spend time at beach front. Here I found serenity...

3rd day, we went to Hotel for a different swimming pool experience.

RANDOM getaway with co-workers

When everyone is stress... THIS IS RANDOM

International Hot Air Balloon Festival 2014

Woke up at 5:30am though our call time is 6am and I have to travel from Quezon City going to Bulacan, Me and my cousins planned it long ago and everyone is excited. I bring breakfast foods for the trip because potluck is part of the plan.

It was HOT and dusty in the field, good thing everyone is ready for WET adventure. We went to Subic for swimming, but when we get there, we realized Its more FUN for a water adventure. We tried BAND WAGON since we are fit for a group of FOUR. My cousins are all excited but me deep inside was still doubtful since I know it might be worst than BANANA BOAT.

Riding this BAND WAGON was a good experience that I will never do again. hahaha. I flew like a flying saucer in the air two times because of this. And that everytime I always find it hard to go up and sit on it again. But I remember my cousins told me that it was a fun ride, but i made it TWICE THE FUN when I flew two times. (sigh) I know I grip as much as I can to not to flew somewhere but the jetski driver seemed to do it on purpose. But aside from that... It was FUN. AFTER this rough ride, we went back to Pampanga to witness the Hot Air Balloon as it glows in the DARK.

Spending time with cousins is VERY FUN! would want to do it over and over again. Even if I do the driving most of the time while they are asleep. hhhhmmmmmppp

HAMILO COAST PICO DE LORO MARCH 2014 (early family summer outing)

--- it was a short preparation out of town trip but it went well. as everyone is very supportive. FIRST DAY : checked in then early dinner, relax for a bit, then change out fit, everyone's ready to swim now. Went to Pico de Loro Country Club. A lap pool awaits...

After swimming, everyone is so ready to pour some drinks. chilled red wine was serve, nachos and cheese deep, some chili chips.

SECOND DAY : Everyone is early and excited to try PICO DE LORO Beach. and it was good. You feel close to nature and will be relax just lying in the sun loungers.

After Beach, went back to swimming pool for more water fun. enjoying the scene after swimming, then getting ready to go home.

DESTINY IS NOT A MATTER OF CHANCE, ITS A MATTER OF CHOICE.

No Matter how sad or disappointed you are, if you have you family and friends beside you, you'll be fine. People may suffer from heartaches and heartbreaks but we always have a choice. To be happy. I cry and cry when I have chance but I always chose to be HAPPY once I release it. Time heals all wounds but until now i dont have idea how long. Some says find new love, some says take your time, some say learn to love yourself more. Sometimes I wish there is a formula for moving on. Or maybe a medicine that you can take and after few hours it will take effect. Life isn't fair but life is full of FUN. People you meet sometimes hurts you, makes you cry, break your heart, but on the other hand... they make you tough, strong, and wiser. Love is painful when it ends but after each storm, tears you shed will make you tough and be a better person. I had my CHANCE and give my best shot, the next time I know I will do better. I know at some point, I need to choose, I will cry when I need to but I will always CHOOSE to be happy. This is life, this is me.

Alphabet of Happiness

Alphabet of Happiness A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way. H--Hope Hope for the best and never forget that anything is possible as long as you remain dedicated to the task. I--Ignore Ignore the negative voice inside your head. Focus instead on your goals and remember your accomplishments. Your past success is only a small inkling of what the future holds. J--Journey Journey to new worlds, new possibilities, by remaining open-minded. Try to learn something new every day, and you'll grow. K--Know Know that no matter how bad things seem, they'll always get better. The warmth of spring always follows the harshest winter. L--Love Let love fill your heart instead of hate. When hate is in your heart, there's room for nothing else, but when love is in your heart, there's room for endless happiness. M--Manage Manage your time and your expenses wisely, and you'll suffer less stress and worry. Then you'll be able to focus on the important things in life. N--Notice Never ignore the poor, infirm, helpless, weak, or suffering. Offer your assistance when possible, and always your kindness and understanding. O--Open Open your eyes and take in all the beauty around you. Even during the worst of times, there's still much to be thankful for. P--Play Never forget to have fun along the way. Success means nothing without happiness. Q--Question Ask many questions, because you're here to learn. R--Relax Refuse to let worry and stress rule your life, and remember that things always have a way of working out in the end. S--Share Share your talent, skills, knowledge, and time with others. Everything that you invest in others will return to you many times over. T--Try Even when your dreams seem impossible to reach, try anyway. You'll be amazed by what you can accomplish. U--Use Use your gifts to your best ability. Talent that's wasted has no value. Talent that's used will bring unexpected rewards. V--Value Value the friends and family members who've supported and encouraged you, and be there for them as well. W--Work Work hard every day to be the best person you can be, but never feel guilty if you fall short of your goals. Every sunrise offers a second chance. X--X-Ray Look deep inside the hearts of those around you and you'll see the goodness and beauty within. Y--Yield Yield to commitment. If you stay on track and remain dedicated, you'll find success at the end of the road. Z--Zoom Zoom to a happy place when bad memories or sorrow rears its ugly head. Let nothing interfere with your goals. Instead, focus on your abilities, your dreams, and a brighter tomorrow.

Live A Life That Matters

I wanted to share something that is interesting to me :) Live A Life That Matters Whether you are ready or not, someday your life will come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours, or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won’t matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you live at the end. It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant, even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your success, but your significance. What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught. What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage, or sacrifice that enriched, empowered, or encouraged others to emulate your example. What will matter is not your competence, but your character. What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you are gone. What will matter is not your memories, but the memories that live in those who love you. What will matter is how long you will be remembered by whom and for what. Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident. It’s not a matter of circumstances, but of choice. Choose to live a life that matters.